*Urp*

I don't know where to write. I need to re-set my head, and I *know* all my journals to be compromised (it's been that way for years; I've just never had cause to *care* before), so here will have to do and I'll sort out the inevitable fall-out as it occurs.

Just because you're a Good Guy doesn't mean you can't *also* be an asshole. I have some problems with some beliefs I hold that I know to be wrong, that are based on real-but-biased information from my personal experience, and I need to figure out how to work around those beliefs until I supplant them. I confided them in a friend, who basically responded "But you're a guy. *Guys* don't have emotional issues, only women do! Why are you blaming women for all your problems?"

Gee, thanks. That makes it *so* much easier to correct my emotions.

And then my morning meeting stood me up. Oh, well, I had breakfast by myself and didn't get to do any networking. I'll live. But cumulative disappointments have a cumulative effect, and today it's raining.

And I need to pull my head out of my ass and go visit 3 high schools and 3 colleges this week. Move it, body!

*body sits*

OK, food, a shower, and some clothes and we'll try that again.