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Sep. 12th, 2018 10:23 amIt's 10:30am, and I'm sitting in my comfy-chair and so far the net total of my activity has been doing my morning blood test. Haven't even had breakfast yet. I know something's wrong, but I can't figure out what, and hence can't figure out what to do about it.
I've been getting up at night to pee for a long time; I'm told it's just part of getting old. The last few nights I've been getting up 4 or 5 times to pee, and having a lot of difficulty doing so. And there seems to be a direct causal link between this and really not wanting to get up in the morning. Previously, when I had to get up for the 3am pee, I just stayed up and got to work. That would have been seven and a half hours ago, and I would have gotten a day's worth of work done by now. Work is fun; I like work. This not-working is wrong.
This might be related to my need to get more explicit about my internal organization. I've got a number of interrelated projects going on, and the ability to shift from one to the next as opportunity suggests is inordinately valuable. It also carries with it the risk of getting lost, of losing a project because I didn't keep adequate track of it, or losing synergies for similar reasons. The Arcology, the various political campaigns -- Marc, Brian, Patrick, JoAnn -- the Para and Schmoo ficton, Positive Proxy, and the Iron Fireman all fit in with what I'm doing, but if I don't keep better track of 'em they might go the way of the Teddy Wins In '16 ficton.
I've been getting up at night to pee for a long time; I'm told it's just part of getting old. The last few nights I've been getting up 4 or 5 times to pee, and having a lot of difficulty doing so. And there seems to be a direct causal link between this and really not wanting to get up in the morning. Previously, when I had to get up for the 3am pee, I just stayed up and got to work. That would have been seven and a half hours ago, and I would have gotten a day's worth of work done by now. Work is fun; I like work. This not-working is wrong.
This might be related to my need to get more explicit about my internal organization. I've got a number of interrelated projects going on, and the ability to shift from one to the next as opportunity suggests is inordinately valuable. It also carries with it the risk of getting lost, of losing a project because I didn't keep adequate track of it, or losing synergies for similar reasons. The Arcology, the various political campaigns -- Marc, Brian, Patrick, JoAnn -- the Para and Schmoo ficton, Positive Proxy, and the Iron Fireman all fit in with what I'm doing, but if I don't keep better track of 'em they might go the way of the Teddy Wins In '16 ficton.
